We have been spent all our lives in the struggle between black and white, between good and evil, between moral and immoral, between spirit and body. Based on the fact that people are made in the image and likeness of God the Lord always leaves us the right to choose, and nothing else. So that we can make a choice ourselves believe in God or not. What kind of «faith» will it be if we see and hear it and make sure of its existence. After all, it is clear that this will already be knowledge, not faith. And faith and knowledge are completely different things. Try not to confuse yourself, and do not worry in vain.